Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Uhhhmmmmmm, Okay

Cranky Posts

I want to say sorry to my blogging audience. My posts have been a little bit more crankier than I am use to. You would think that I would be use to the remote torture by now, but apparently not.

I think it’s easy at times to take the anger that is meant for the douchbag snitches out on others at times, and for that I am sorry.

Something about the torture that targets go through and that need for understanding at times is just vital. I do get a bit angry when people don’t get it and treat my life like it’s some fun little joy ride, like I am here blogging, cause it’s some fun little past time.

This week they used something that was remotely capable of fibulating my heart, now they are back to using heat for confirming my location in my home. Heat which is capable of causing body burns.

For me personally if others can’t understand this, or get this, then really it does not do me a lot of good. Right now I do need understanding. People to understand what is happening. I do believe that people who genuenly care about you, open themselves up to understanding, and they find a way to get it. Others never will, and that’s ok. This is not the type of targeting that I really want others to get, but at other times that understanding is almost vital for survial.

So again if I am angry, cranky, it’s the informants that I really want to direct my negative emotions towards, and not anyone else, so I can only try to work at placing the anger where it belongs, and work to get past it like I usually do. For those around me, I can only hope that they come to some sort of understanding of my circumstances.


Alison Cross said...

Rant away sweetie :-)

Burns? Seriously? And that's supposed to help you?

Ali xxxxx

Sarcastic Bastard said...

NO, I didn't write this. It's some paranoid screwloose, whose blog I read (It's another screwloose--not me this time. Laugh.).

I am always fascinated by insanity or things that don't make sense.

Denny Coates said...

I love the tone of this persona. It's rich and consistent and if you could invent a compelling story for this character - both in drama and development of her character, it would make a hell of a novel.

mrs. miss alaineus said...

dontcha just love it when you come across something on the interwebz that makes you feel about that much better for your own mental health/well being????


Leslie said...

I'm with you.

Besides, my word verification was "upprod."

Again, I shit you not.

Alison Cross said...

DOH! Another Homer Simpson moment for yours truly!

Ali x

Sarcastic Bastard said...

It would make a hell of a novel. Truth is stranger than fiction, man.

Love you!

Christina @ Fashion's Most Wanted said...

I wondered why I didn't have a clue what this post meant so I've come the comments to shed some light on it. I'm delighted that you did NOT write it! xx